My health has been a bit poor lately but as I regain my strength I am anxious to dive into the world of bootblacking. I am not fully versed in all aspects of this kink but as with any kink it’s what it means to me that matters anyway unless I enter a competition I suppose. But, for me the appeal is the sensuality of service. To clean and polish someone’s leather while they are wearing it appeals to me as a very erotic experience. I also think this will give me a way to express my eroticism in way that I’ve been too shy or embarrassed to express lately.

I can easily picture myself happily cleaning and rubbing in a shine to a needy pair of boots as the wearer chats away with friends, sits quietly, or seductively interacts with me. Then I can let my imagination go a little further and put myself in the place of the bootblacks cleaning corsets, chaps, and halters. I have had the pleasure of being the wearer and found it very erotic. To provide such pleasure would be rewarding for me as well. My submissive self worth comes from being of service and providing pleasure. I know I shouldn’t seek pride but to try to eliminate it from my personality doesn’t seem reasonable at this stage. I would like to be proud of my service. I would like for SG to be proud of me too.

I’m hoping boot blacking is a good fit for me. I’ve been feeling a bit lost in my service. As SG and I find our way in this lifestyle, I think finding interests that suit us both will is a fun adventure. If it works out terrific. If not, I’ll have a nice kit to give someone who deserves it more.